It is common knowledge that I want to be a fashion designer. That will never change. However, my biggest challenge to date is finding my way into an institution that will help me develop and polish my skills. There are no art institutions where I live in the Cayman Islands and the ones I have been aspiring to are quite expensive. I must find a way to support myself while I pursue my education and for anyone who has done that, they can tell you, it is not easy to get in and it is not easy to persist but it is possible. Therefore, I haven't lost hope. For now I have found an alternative that I am going to focus all my energy into.
Now, I am never one to share my personal business unless it can benefit someone. This blog somewhat reflects symbiosis, we are all able to benefit from it, so I'll share somethings I wouldn't on other occasions. I have recently enrolled in a Dressmaking and Design course online, I have purchased my sewing machine and the tools I need and I have begun all the necessary reading. I am weary and fearful that this will be an almost impossible feat due to the fact that this course is usually so hands on.. how will I complete it online??? ALONE? THAT, I don't know but it didn't stop me from registering, paying and beginning. Where there is a will...
There is always a way. It might not be the exact thing you pictured, usually it's way less 'pretty' but remember that our expectations can hold us back if we let them. Few things see longevity when taken in giant strides but everything that is done by taking one small step at a time becomes concrete. Take your baby steps. Do something everyday that is in the direction of your dreams. You'll be surprised what will come of it. It takes only about two weeks to do something repetitively for it to become a habit. Make taking steps towards your dreams a habit.
Now I know there is work, naysayers, possibly some slew of responsibilities that may weigh you down but we are capable of so much more than we know. The possibilities are endless and the limits are just mirages. Take control of your life. Whatever challenges you have should be thought of in a positive light, let them push you! Let them be your fuel! It will feel that much more rewarding when you become successful against ALL odds.
Now I have only just begun my journey. Already fighting through the challenges of having limited time and still trying to have a social life so I don't miss out on my youth but I am going to keep pressing on and whatever it is you want to do, start. From somewhere, no matter how humble of a start it may be, for the sake of your future, START! <3